its a treat!

g o w r i

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty

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Wednesday, November 25, 2009 ( 7:33 AM )

since im uploading pics. this is another. this time its hairstyling! hahahaha.

that was suppose to be like a faux mahawk sort of hairstyle. so yea.

okay, im sort of aware that this blog is too full of my faces. LOL. pls dun scroll down to check. cant help it la. holidays, nth to do at home. so i start experimenting with my hair n face. lolll. maybe i should start experimenting on some design stuff instead! okay, lets hope i do something to do with design tmr! photoshop!! here i come! :D

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im was bored at home and i got all excited when my coastal scents palatte!!! hahaha. so i started playing with it and this is what i got at the end. hehehe. so fun!! see if got time tmr try something else. loll.

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Sunday, September 13, 2009 ( 11:32 AM )

FOR ONCE, ive managed to do my work before time. (ok not really for once, but for this sem at least.) yes!!! i finished that silly cafe web mailer thing which is due on tues. yayyyy! maybe cos i composed myself n was determined to finish it by today! and here it is, not say very happy with ir. but im just too lazy to change it!

anyways, been long since i blogged. maybe cos theres nth much happening that makes me wanna blog. leading a very boring life for now! SIGH! and i thought the next week will be my proj week! BUT NO! its some silly work in progress exhibition, for the level 3s to come comment on our work. not good man. i really thought i can have some off time to redo my recipe proj. i realise it looks like crap. OH WELL!

anyways, i think i really need like a evening job or a weekend job man. IM CASH-LESS! and it feels like shit! this is my worst financial year i suppose. my holiday savings usually last me at least till oct. now im soooo broke! and my NEED list is getting long! (note, its need! not want.) sigh! i dunno what im gonna do man. hoping i'll strike 4d without even having to play. LOL! i dunno how that works but i want it to.

today, i realised, its sept and its my bday month. ahha. totally not looking forward to it! i think i've got alot to do. i dunno. just feel like this birthday is not worth celebrating la. too many other things to look forward to. not really look forward but to even THINK about. i dont know how am i going to cope. but i'll have to. i will!

problems aside, one thing im looking forward to is deepavali. hahaha. i dunno why. but this yr im excited about it. nothing special is gonna happen. but yea, just excited. hehe.

allllll this aside. ive got to stay focused in my work. i think ive been slacking quite badly this sem. SO, i'm off to do my ad proj now and tmr! hope to finish it by wed. and redo my final dish for recipe proj. I NEED A BBT NOW! cravingggggggggg! bye ppl. i'll prob blog again pretty soon. really really.

i love my hair here. LOL.

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ( 7:03 AM )

i hate being sick:(

my entire long weekend was spent lying on my bed and eating disgusting medicines.

i hate eating medicines btw. (yes, i know no one likes to. OH WELL!)

the fever was on for 3 days! arg. with fever come body-aches n headaches; need i mention the BLOCKED nose!

but yea, feeling slightly better today. was at least able to do my homework.(finally!)

oh yes, another reason why i hate to be sick is cos, i cant taste good food! dammit. nothing seems nice. nothing smells nice either :(

im craving for all the good food now. and bubble tea, which my mum say i shouldn't even think abt for the next 2 weeks at least:((((((((

anyways, since i was talking abt food. i was watching this cooking for love programme on tv just now. (that was why i wanted to blog actually.) it was soo touching. this younger brother was going to cook for his elder sis. they both don't talk to each other at all. even if something has to be said, she will sms him even if he's right beside her. (i thank god here for me n my brother being in good terms. okay, cancel the good and read as super good.) the gap btw em was not created because of a fight or anything. they just grew far apart cos of the difference btw them. (sad ryt, i know) so then this guy cooked for her and when she came home she was obviously shocked to see cameras n all with her brother there. then the brother gave her this card saying that he really loves her n stuff. and he got sooo emotional. he started crying n expressed to her how much he loves her and that he envies siblings that are close to each other. he really wanted to break the barrier that has been created unknowingly btw the both of them. he cried so much.(i couldnt stop crying at this point.) the sis said that she also loves him but just didnt know how to show it. cos it has been years since they talk and doesnt know how to just go talk to him

. so yea, with the help of this program the siblings definately got to express their feelings to each other n im sure they're in gd terms now.

so sweet ryt. i was so moved. i cant believe how someone can stay in the same house n not talk to each other. i'd rather die man. its a torture. and i give this program 5 stars! :)

back to sch tmr :() (thats a happy/sad emoticon btw.)

my yaya payaya face. haha.

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Tuesday, July 28, 2009 ( 6:03 AM )

ive been having the best of my last week of holidays. god's so good, he made devi stay at home also! ahahahaha. shes got leave for 7 days too till like thurs. so can spend my holidays with me. ehehehe. today's makeover was fun! despite my headache i managed to have fun. i dunno whats wrong with my body system! having this badddd badd headache which spreads from the jaws to jaws to forehead to head and all the way till my neck! its just soooo painful lor! i hope its not gonna continue. i cant imagine doing assignments till late with this bad headache man. it'll be terrible! going to see a doc tmr to find out the prob!

god always showers his love to you through his angels who are in the form of friends n family:)

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Thursday, July 23, 2009 ( 8:41 AM )

i had time to photobooth today! hehehe.

i had fun today! and im gonna have more fun tmr, sat n sun im sure!

just cant wait. ehehe.

i love my bitchy cuzzy wuzzies!

i love lunching n swinging with banz! and of course my candy, NANDY!

i miss flea-ing with devi so muchhhhh!!!

i love my joking ard with letch aunt! shes just too awesome!

i love sharing my little stories of the day with my mum!

i love those small little talks and i have with my bro! not forgetting the teasing part! :D

i loveeee shopping and sharing interests with amaris! she just keeps me moving everytime!

i love those little gd morning or gd night msges from random ppl and dev anne of course! somehow it make me start and end my day with a smile on my face:)

i love the myself when im happy esp when ppl ard me make me feel that i mean smth to them and when unknowingly or knowingly are the reasons to the smile on my face:)

somehow this is my fav of the lot. LOL. i dunno why!

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Sunday, July 19, 2009 ( 8:51 AM )

fake lashes using photoshop. quite cool hehe.

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Saturday, July 11, 2009 ( 9:08 PM )

spring cleaning at home was alot of fun! hahaha. m and my brother making a fool of each other. and as usual he disturbing me la. haha. today i feel the aches from scrubbing the floor:(

anyways after that met amaris. then we went to see SAM since it was the museum night festival or smth. nth so great actually. but it was shelter from the rain la. yes, it rained!!! i pitied the stall holders at the flea! all drenched. esp this girl who i saw was totally totally wet la! so poor thing. anyways, flea was ok cos it was too crow

ded and space was so narrow and it was so dark. so yea. managed to find a nice skirt though :)

oh yea.. on the way back when me n ama were walking toward the mrt at raffles city mall had a drama. we were walking behind this man n women. the guy was walking next to her la. i thought they knew each other at first. then all of a sudden this guy just SLAMMED her to the side and she banged the glass window thing really really REALLY hard! i got a shock of my life i tell u! he just pushed her like that and just continued walkign as if nth happened. then he turned back gave that arrogant face n continued walking. the women was stunned! i went to ask if shes ok. she was totally stunned! she asked me if it was on purpose. i just told her maybe he's something wrong kind. super scary la. thank god i was behind but then again i feel for

the women la. CRAZY MAN!

oh yes, another thing. on my way back in the train i was caught IN BETWEEN 2 malay couples! one was still not tooooo bad. the other young annoying couple. oh god! i was on the verge of telling them to get a room! ANNOYING! the guy was probably the most desperate guy ive seen in my life! eewwww. i was WAITINGGGGG for my stop to come man. no, im not deprived or what so ever. i just cant stand couples cuddling like as if they gonna make out right there- IN PUBLIC (like when the train/bus is aready extremely crowded) ahyoh.... okay... i'm done ranting!

oh yes, i cant wait for tmr!!! lalala! :D

not always i get such serious n intensed photos. hah.

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Thursday, July 9, 2009 ( 7:09 AM )

REAL holidays for another 3 weeks! wait, left with only 2 and a quarter week. this week has been really good i must say. i've been making full use of it. hehe. thanks to everyone who has been spending their time with me as well. looking forward to tmr with my cousins.

today went swensons-ing with MUM! haha, she finally satisfied her black pepper pasta craving. lol. then went to meet amaris! an impromtu outing to see this Verner Panton exhibition at national museum with amaris. veryyy nice! the lights were so pretty! i always have a thing with lights! so cool. there was this yellow light area and it was just too cool. amaris has the photo... and there was this special room where its like all cushioned and diff coloured. i dunno how to explain. but it was very nice! like some relaxation room or destress room. unfortunately no photography was allowed... but i managed to discreetly take with my OLD and LOUSY phone cam. lol. better than nth la hor. they had few funiture designs as well. i wasnt very into it though. lol.

and today i was in a totally spending mood! i came back feeling so so guilty :( but but, i am happy with my purchases! STILL! i must learn how to budget. really really. sighhhhhhhhh!

things i spent on today!

revlon compact powder

liquid eyeliner

facial cleanser

colourful sweater

blouse n high waist shorts (one set)

bohemian dress

cotton on tights.

cotton on shades

studded black sandals

chicken kebeb roll

bubble tea

so many things:(

so guilty:(

so horrible:(

someone, SCOLD me.

wait, i realise i still need to get a bag. LOL!

and presents! oh god, be with me.

PS: i cant post the picture! ANNOYING BLOGGER. the colour becomes inverted. wth?!

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Thursday, June 25, 2009 ( 7:12 AM )

right, havent blog in a long long time!

i actually have quite abit to blog about man.

holidays have been pretty much fun i would say. work has been okay, till now i dun enjoy going to my workplace though the ppl are more friendly towards me aready... but still, i dread going there! lol, i prefer working at student care 10 times more! lol. i'll be stopping on 4th july to enjoy the rest of the 3 weeks before the hectic academic yr starts! :)))

did many photoshoots last week! my most happening weekend after a long long time! fri, sat and sunday photoshooting! pretty tiring. but i guess when u enjoy doing something, the tireness just disappears! i'm still in midst of editing them. photoshoot with amaris will be prob be out like end of july only. gejax photoshoot will prob be out soon

on another note, i went for pravin bro's farewell party. and i think its really so nice to be surrounded by ppl who truely care and love you. he's leaving for US for 2 years. ppl from outside may think, yea so? its just 2 yrs. like going to study abroad, no big deal. but this was just different. he's just so dear to everyone that 2 yrs feels like a decade. infact i'm not really close to him, but it just saddens me to know he wouldnt be ard for the next 2 yrs. BUT, its going to be huge milestone for him i'm sure. representing his whole force(not sure if it army or navy or air force) he has been selected among so many ppl! i guess, all we have to do, is to be extremely proud and happy for him and hope 2 yrs will pass by extremely fast!

I NEED TO EXERCISE!!!! i've put on SOO MUCH OF WEIGHT! cant reveal how much here. its just too much! though prob u cant see it cos its all hidden! lol! i wanna play badminton, start jogging again, swimming and i'm craving for a match of either frisb, netball or captain ball. any girls up to it? let us plsssss!

i forgot what else i have to blog about ready. till the next post,

you know u love me, xoxo.

FEW PICKS!

thats pravin anne. all the best bro, for the bright future ahead:)

psst, our tops match! hehe

anne! i love him though i dun really tell him that. and i know he loves me too:)

besides the fact of tallest to shortest in this pic........... this is one of the pics i;ll treasure as i dun often get to take pics with them and this 2 are everyone's angels! :)

sabrishhhh, i LOVE him. wait, who doesnt! but, i LOVEEEE THIS PIC SOO MUCH!

AMARIS!! holidays has been AWESOME with her ard!

relative's wedding we attended where sathiya was the bestman! he was so handsome! hehee. i sat through the entire wedding and i cant wait for anne's! hehehe. and this 3 are my sweetchocolatesugarcoated CANDIES!

LOVE!

the pretty nasibabi! :P

DEVIII!!!! i cant wait to be ur bridesmate! hehehehehehe! LOVE U!

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Monday, May 11, 2009 ( 6:13 AM )

i got bored coming to my blog looking at those stranger's pictures. lol.

so i thought i should blog!

about my work, pretty okay in terms of WORK. but i just dun like the working environment la. so unfriendly one. and they all talk in chinese like 24hrs la! so annoying!

first day of work, i ate all alone :(

the second day, today, i sat along with the rest but never talk lor. all talk in chinese. wah, myself sit alone. lol.

but oh well! just for one month. i think i'll just be anti-social for this month. ehehe.

oh yes, and the distance is crazy man! going to work no problem, brother fetches me :)

going back takes me like 1 and a half hour! goodness. now i feel for maeg, who studies at clementi. lol.

did i mention, i fell asleep while editing photos this afternoon! LOL! hope no one saw me :S

:)))

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Tuesday, May 5, 2009 ( 11:33 AM )

went for this photo-editing job interview. so before i went i thought i should recap my photo editting skills by doing a tutorial. quite happy with it la. (dun look closely!!!! later all the flaws will be visible :S

Second attempt

in the end, the job is product photo editing la. not face one. -_-

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 ( 10:57 AM )

OMG 27 DRESSES IS SUCH A SWEET MOVIE!!!!!! whoever said it wasn't nice. just shoot urself down! lol. this is the last movie i have with me to watch :( BUT YEA! i just loveddd the movie so much man. AND the actor james marsden is HOT! SMOKING HOT! he reminds me of madhavan abit though, two times skinner version that is. but yea. omg, hes hottt! awwww. now i'm going to sleep peacefully! with super sweet dreams i bet! hehehe. (yea yea, i'll wipe that sliver away!) LOL!

that smile is a killer! now i want my mr right to just have a perfect smile. THATS ALL I ASK FOR! hehehe.

anyways, i was really down today. really. but some people just made my day :)

god isnt that unfair after all, he loves all of us and he shows it through others :)

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Tuesday, April 28, 2009 ( 7:59 AM )

i very outdated with movies!

i mean, i just watched Made of Honor and P.S. I Love You TODAY!!!

its 2 great movies! just soooo nice! and i think Patrick Demsey is cuteeee! hehehe.

i think im gonna hit on the 3rd movie for the day while waiting for bro to come back with PIZZAS and spicy DRUMLETS! teeehehe!

since my brother is bringing me some pizzas, i thought i should put up THE ONLY NICE picture of me n him. hehehe.

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Monday, April 27, 2009 ( 12:34 AM )

sometimes i wonder if i'm really happy. or is it just a mask that i put on to show everyone that i am. i think i can count my really happy moments with my fingers.

i tend to ignore problems that are being thrown to me. yes, i am a coward.

sometimes, i feel, people are not true to me and i get annoyed when i find out.

also sometimes, i don't know how to express myself. i'm not what u think i am. theres alot within me that no one knows. NOBODY KNOWS. and I am totally to be blamed. i just don't know how to open up.

ahhhh sigh! i hate this kinda feeling thats comes by! and i think i'm gonna sleep it off! just one of my 'feeling down' days!

don't pity me, cos i hate to be pitied.